Is it wrong to feel better?
Is it wrong to feel lighter?
Is it wrong to feel free?
Yes.
So the guilt seeps in, just a little
through the cracks in my resolve
under the door to my stone heart
And I miss you, but just a bit.
Not the silence, not the rejection
not the distance, not the control
not the cowardice, not the judgement
not the disdain, not the mistrust.
But
Yes to the tender, yes to the grin
Yes to the insight, yes to the wisdom
Yes to the ridiculous, Yes to the inane
Yes to the chest, yes to the kiss.
A small sigh is allowed before continuing with the day.
